Au Pair Kayla

I’m blogging at 2am because I can’t sleep. Too excited!!!! So ready to return to the states, and be with my family!!!! Eeeeeeeeee!!!!

I keep having dreams about getting electrocuted, and feeling a pleasurable, intense, body buzz. I wonder what that is all about? Last night I had a dream that an important person threw a white blanket over me, and treated me with electromagnetic therapy. It wasn’t scary at all. It felt really great. Peculiar.

I was jumping on the trampoline with my au pair child, when she suddenly said she could see inside me when she closes her eyes. She said she sees blue around my forehead (maybe she can see the blue glow of my third eye? lol idk she is seven:)), and pink on the rest of my face, that my teeth are good, and that there is something in my ears that could make me sick.. Interesting.

Sigur Rós - Rembihnútur [Official Music Video]:

Be at ease

*my super mantra for my anxiety

Be at ease

*my super mantra for my anxiety

Encircled by pelvic bones, round and smooth, the root of the female body is like a bowl, there, in her womb, a woman will find the energy she holds for herself and the mothering of her creations.

The root chakra houses the pelvic organs and the channel of creative flow:)

There’s a heart sticker on Nil’s toy that reads- POOP hahaha

Noir Désir - Le Vent Nous Portera: I’m not afraid of the road
We must see, we must taste
Meandering in the hollow of your kidneys
There, everything will be OK
The wind will carry us away

You message to the Big Bear
The trajectory of the race
And instant of Velvet
Even if it’s not useful
The wind will take it away
Everything Will disappear
But the wind will carry us away

The caress and the rifle
This wound that tears us apart
The Palace of other days
Of tomorrow and yesterday
The wind will carry them away

The Genetic shoulder-belt
Chromosomes in the atmosphere
Taxis for galaxies
And my flying carpet
The wind will take it all away
Everything will disappear
But the wind will carry us away

The perfume of our dead years
What can come knocking at your door
Infinite destinies
We lay some but what do we retain?
The wind will take it away

While the tide rises
And everyone is counting their dues
I bring to the crease of my shadow
Dusts of you
The wind will take them
Everything will disappear
But the wind will carry us

Blue Mosque:))

Blue Mosque:))

This was the best part about the Blue Mosque, honestly.

= I love you my love!!!
I was so excited I could read and understand this sweet street graffiti:))

= I love you my love!!!
I was so excited I could read and understand this sweet street graffiti:))